it has been so long since i last wrote! how time flies! so much has happened... so much has been experienced and so many emotions have been felt. reading back over my words i feel that i seem like such a black hole... drawing all hope and light from this world. but it really isn't true. and while i do feel such sadness for the state of things that make me sad... i really and truly do believe that this world is the most beautiful place and that people truly do want the same things in life. we all want calming peace... uplifting happiness... the stars to shine brightest on our most loneliest thoughts... the sun to warm even the most forgotten corners of our hearts... for light to shine on all those who feel left in shadow... for all things to exist in a world where there is no pain, no neglect, no torture, no darkness, no gloom, no spidery fingers to claw at us and drag us down, no monsters to tear apart our fragile worlds, no fear to paralyse us.... and no heart break to make us bitter. Only light... the type of light that is found on a spring day... the type of light that is hazy and warm and simply glows like a halo. the type of light that makes everything possible and all our dreams stepping stones to our own reality. we all want the same things. we all want the same world. that is what i truly believe.
